Thursday, June 15, 2006
just to vent my anger.
under18 games juz started.
yesterdae played like shit.
roy[the new coach] put me in for like less than ten minutes n then took me out straightaway n din let me go in again.
pretty pissed bout it.
din get the chance to provve myself.
was quite blur in there.
argh!
n then todae.
overall the team played better.
but we lost by a bigger margin.
sucks but who cares.
din bring my towel over to the bench cos i expected tat i wldn't be getting to play much.
...
played onli like da last half of the 2nd half.
that suckS evn more!
like shit lah
wth!!
and what made things worse was that the defenders weren't even marking properly and one cldn't even run properly lah.
and he praised her saying that she was doing a great job when i din even see her doing anything that special!
not having anything against any of my teammates lah.
they're all wonderful n most are much betta than me i noe.
but the least you could do as a coach is give each player a chance to prove themselves lah.
even though i admit i did horribly yesterdae. i think i did much better todae.
and i think i deserve a spot out there on the pitch instead of rotting there on the bench.
the suckiest feeling.
when you see your team mates out there not doing their job well resulting in us getting trashed and you cannot do anything about it.
argH!
sickening !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wake up so early and go all the way down there for what? just to rot on the bench??
wth lah
juz go there to warm up and that's where all the sweat you produced came from.
still got projects to rush and you sacrifice the whole morning just for this and what do you get?
perfect start to the day eh.
just the thought of it makes me QW#%(&W&$%*)R)$%)!)!)!!*)$&(&@$(&!
tml better be better okay.
if not then i reali dun see a need to commit so much of my time to this thing.
hmph.
love the lioness team!! miss them and playing with them alot alot! how i soooo want to go back there.... haiz. and with a much better coach like Richard, i was able to perform better on the pitch loh. not like here. bleah
n i miss danker too! excited for our first friendly as the tp team. wonder how danker would organise us all... can't wait...
at least something to make me look forward to each day.. my wonderful friends at design school. never fail to make my day=]
you sang to me @ {2:18:00 AM}
